Walking through the Boroughs

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I went to NYC to visit my long time friend Ash Tash in Brooklyn
What a trip.
I realized that I have so much more evolving to do and that I have not yet completely created myself
Walking through the boroughs, talking, riding the train
Walking, talking, eating in unique places
Walking on the sparkling sidewalks of Manhattan, talking, switching taxis
I realize that the glass is half full
During the weekend, I was able to evaluate my life as it is now and see where I can exceed.
I know the first step to reinventing myself is to live on my own.
I noticed how my friends from the past have grown, matured and just live life out being on their own.
To see how I will survive,
I like to think that being at SSU was a trail period
And I honestly loved being on my own
The second thing I need to do is achieve my goals in relations to my career.
What I have worked so hard for? What am I aiming towards?
And how can I reach my full potential...
I have a feeling that this all is coming soon...
And I am soooo ready to tackle the challenges
Mentally, physically and spiritually all while evolving up
Creating myself totally.
Update coming soon....

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