My Love Pieces

A friend dismissed To dial or not to dial? That is the question In order to move forward The voice speaks: "BIT!!! She did yo azz dirty. The hell YOU feel sorry for?" Throw a pity party for the desperate soul Or is it jealously I may hold Truth be told Maybe so... However The prince turned out to be a frog in my eye Go swimming in the swap and you'll find your prince One gals trash is a junkie's treasure (Yea you a J! Why the hell you looking in the trash anywayz) Bury the remorseful soul What you put out comes back threefold Acquired: Happiness Missing: Happiness BACKSTABBING- BETRAYAL-LOST OF TRUST Shall we speak again? "When pigs fly." (<<< LOL So Ironic) Will we ever be friends again? "If the pig does fly." (<<< LOL) Could I see myself doing that again? "Not even if the pig dies." So then I say let it go. Live the life that was planned for the bubbly gal With the smile to light the worl...

Feeling empty inside. It's like I don't know what to feel. I am dedicating this entry to the 2 people who have hurt me the most over the past weeks: Mike & Mic Friendship and relationships. If you knew in the future that one decision would change your life or another person's life forever, would you stop and double think on it's worth? Your brief and subtle moments of pure bliss and happiness, is it worth it? I like to think that I was put back into her life so she could me him. Just call me Cupid I would like to know if it is meant to be between them, why did it hurt me so bad? Why do I feel worthless? And alone? Why has it thrown my life upside down and around? Every night I ask God, what is the lesson behind this emotional hurt because I don't see anything coming from it. Him? Mike? I could care 2 fcuks about him "Typical Nigha." As I always thought and thus was proven Her? Mic? Yea that hurt. See ... I. Deniscia... Value a friendship- old or new. I...