My Angles

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  I used to know my angles when posing to have that "picture perfect" smile... especially since I had gotten my braces off- just in time for the most important pictures of a child's life- SENIOR PHOTOS! But as I have gotten older and my face a little fatter- teeth shifting a little, I have lost my angles in picture perfect world lol no seriously. I remember spending at least 15-30 minutes a day in the mirror practicing the smile for my pictures before senior picture day and I had the perfect smile in my opinion.
  I say this to say I don't smile like I used too. The younger me would smile all the time... so much that random people would ask me "why you smile so much?" And I never had an answer. If I could go back to that/those days " I would reply "because I want too." Or "Well. would you rather a middle finger and frown?" Or simply "Because I can!" and flip my hair as I joyously walk away.

  I need to get back my smile confidence. And although rough (no so rough) years have plague my face, I'm not going to show it anymore. I am going to spend more time in the mirror smiling (lol such a cliche) I even wrote on my mirror and my mom's "SMILE :~)" -seriously smiley face and hearts. It is so many things that keeps us from smiling-but I say if your mouth isn't permanently zipped shut- you better smile. Know and take control of the power of smiling.


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