Venting... A real look inside my thoughts
It's been a minute since I posted something on here. And it's been a minute since I vented. Well here goes. I hope you guys a ready because it's an eyeload....
First off, Thanksgiving break was different. As I get older, I don't know if I am supposed to just make times for family and certain friends or just stay to myself.
No, I want to talk about some situations that for some odd reason I can't seem to shake. 1st off, I just don't understand why males feel a need to lie.
I AM A MAGNET FOR UNAVAILABLE MEN
I really hate when people ignore my calls, or texts. It makes me feel less important or as if I don't matter. (Because they sure didn't respond)
Having a companion would be nice minus all the foolishness that comes along with it.
Just wondering when will the time come.
You may think I'm crazy, I know for a fact I'm different from the rest and I'm just Deniscia. No one has yet to figure me out and be fully accepting and they don't have to be.
Facebook and Twitter are for some odd reason no longer keeping my interest...
Life itself is starting to bore me, I mean I am grateful for breath, a job, a house, a family and a car, my health because life could be worse, but yet I have this unfulfilled feeling that has occurred since I graduated from college. Having your life planned for a certain amount of years and then it becomes unplanned and unorganized and not knowing what to do next is extremely scary and then you just start living...
I downloaded this app, and the background says Shit Happiness - Pretty self explanatory
Everyday, I find it harder to smile, I want to go back to the me when life was great and grand.Pure Bliss and Grins
Feels like I'm losing it. And no one, not a single soul understands.
Don't leave...
For my 25th, I really want to take a trip - solo. I have been wanting to do that for a while. Not sure where I would go, and I probably won't tell anyone. Preferably somewhere near my favorite place in the world. I got to find me, and maybe I can reinvent myself during that time. Kind of like the Eat. Pray. Love. thing Julia Roberts did, I will do on my birthday. Quarter of a century - is coming soon.
I hate reading over the thoughts because I get chicken and click the save now button. and it just sits there. I have a lot of drafts that I wrote but never published. Fear is the biggest hindrance a person could ever feel and endure. In 2012 I will tackle all of my fears.
First off, Thanksgiving break was different. As I get older, I don't know if I am supposed to just make times for family and certain friends or just stay to myself.
No, I want to talk about some situations that for some odd reason I can't seem to shake. 1st off, I just don't understand why males feel a need to lie.
I AM A MAGNET FOR UNAVAILABLE MEN
I really hate when people ignore my calls, or texts. It makes me feel less important or as if I don't matter. (Because they sure didn't respond)
Having a companion would be nice minus all the foolishness that comes along with it.
Just wondering when will the time come.
You may think I'm crazy, I know for a fact I'm different from the rest and I'm just Deniscia. No one has yet to figure me out and be fully accepting and they don't have to be.
Facebook and Twitter are for some odd reason no longer keeping my interest...
Life itself is starting to bore me, I mean I am grateful for breath, a job, a house, a family and a car, my health because life could be worse, but yet I have this unfulfilled feeling that has occurred since I graduated from college. Having your life planned for a certain amount of years and then it becomes unplanned and unorganized and not knowing what to do next is extremely scary and then you just start living...
I downloaded this app, and the background says Shit Happiness - Pretty self explanatory
Everyday, I find it harder to smile, I want to go back to the me when life was great and grand.Pure Bliss and Grins
Feels like I'm losing it. And no one, not a single soul understands.
Don't leave...
For my 25th, I really want to take a trip - solo. I have been wanting to do that for a while. Not sure where I would go, and I probably won't tell anyone. Preferably somewhere near my favorite place in the world. I got to find me, and maybe I can reinvent myself during that time. Kind of like the Eat. Pray. Love. thing Julia Roberts did, I will do on my birthday. Quarter of a century - is coming soon.
I hate reading over the thoughts because I get chicken and click the save now button. and it just sits there. I have a lot of drafts that I wrote but never published. Fear is the biggest hindrance a person could ever feel and endure. In 2012 I will tackle all of my fears.
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