Deferred of a Dream. Since I was a little girl, I always imagine how I wanted my life to go. For instance, if I liked a Lil boy, I would imagine being with him and make up stories ( that I only I knew) about me and him. But not just with guys, but friends, new schools, new opportunities. Not being crazy, but just had a vivid imagination. ( or only child syndrome ) Anytime my life wasn't going as planned, I, in my mind, created and imagine a new life sometimes for better and sometimes not so better. Anywho, as I got older, I found myself still imagining a better life, in my mind and wondering when will it finally come true. Could it really happen? Do I really want it to happen? Hence, I started to think of making my fantasies my reality. Lately, the things I have imagined for myself were indeed happening, just not with me or for me. So I try time after time and so hard to stop forcing or imagining a different life other than the one that has already been created for me. But my drea...
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