July 7

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I woke up with a heavy heart
Mind
Soul

I went to to sleep with pains in my stomach and heart

Nothing and no one is who they appear to be. 



Too much is going on...

I just want to crawl up in a cave and sleep till next spring. 

Maybe things would be different and I will be sane  

Maybe then I will be able to smile again. 

Maybe then I will be able to understand 

That every occurrence-happens for a reason, every person - has their season

And that no one is perfect.


I thank God that he saved me from all that mess. 

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