29 Years of Fears
In my 29 years of life, the only thing that has remained constant was change. Change. Nothing remained the same. Nothing. My friends, my living situation, my job, my body especially my hair. Everything seem to change. Sometime for the better, some for the worse. My body - worse. My hair - better. My friends - ehhh better. My job - better. My love life - worse. *Random Rant Moment. If you noticed, well to my 5 followers if they are still on here, I haven't written a post in awhile. I have a huge fear. The fear of what other people think and say and how I use that to validate the importance of life. My life is not the most entertaining. Actually it's quite redundant and repetitive. Same old Love story, different characters. Always ending.- In heartbreak. I met this amazing guy on New Years Day. He had me thinking this was it. I had him thinking, I was it. We had each other fooled. But I will say this, if, IF, I would have known the outcome would be this, I would