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2 tone hair. In the back, full red and on top 2 toned, red and black. Hair out on top.  12"  Half sew in- literally, only sewn in the back of head. 10"   Sew in with hair out on top. 10" 

No Words

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Experience #1

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After rigorous practicing on Kenya and Sue, I decided that I needed a human doll to practice my skill on. And then came along a trusty friend. I will admit, I was nervous but for the most part of I was excited. After completing my first sew-in, I became my own toughest critic. Thinking of ways to make it look better, what I need to do to improve in technique and timing. Just became really harsh on myself, while enjoying something that was indeed to turn into a great hobby. Her hair is out at the top and the back is sewn in. Natural look. 10"

Make the world go round

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Money... Makes the world go round. Turns frowns into smiles Turns friends into enemies Turns mothers against daughters I want this and I want that You don't need this You can't have that My own money His money Her money Money money money Makes the world go round Turns smiles into frowns Turns satisfaction into greed. Money money money Something that we all need

Do without

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A long to be desired... A need to be wanted... Just wondering am I alone in this? Why is it that people have control over our emotions and feelings? One minute you're happy, laughing, joking and the next sad~questioning yourself, why do I even hang around them? Over sun shinning time, I had the chance to look over myself and see lonliess in another way. I figure if I did almost 4 months without went crazy but was without I can continue to do without.

Summer 2009

Summer 2009~a learning experience indeed. So much I need to say But will I be judged? Maybe? But who cares Thou who without sin, shall cast the first stone... First I started the harderst internship that I have ever done before. But I knew I could not give up or quit because if I start doing that now Then that will turn into a bad habit. I am almost done now, 7 weeks and 3 more to go. I lost so many "friends" this summer But it is ok I finally lifted the layer off that I needed to take off when I entered college but better now than never. I was never one to speak up nor was I one for confrontation or DRAMA But I labeled this summer before even starting as "Process of Empowerment" Not knowing what God was going to throw my way-literally- I found a new me and a new outlook on life. It is too short to be worried why I am single Or why he/they/she not talking to me. I don't bother anybody I am God's child therefore I am blessed. God has granted every request tha...

Crush

My crush that drives me crazy. That drives my mind at 100 mph That puts my thoughts on a rollercoaster. That keeps my heart skipping a beat. Keeps my fingers dripping and my stomach doing cartwheels. keeps my feet floating on clouds. My heart pumping loud.